Sunday, February 1, 2009

IT'S ALWAYS JAZZ SUNDAY: FANTASY OR DESTINY

This morning as I am making brunch for the children. I am caught up in a recurring fantasy a recurring day dream or perhaps a premonition of things to come.

It is very vivid and very detailed...takes my breath away. It starts with me in the kitchen beginning brunch not the kitchen of my current house. I am laying out all my ingredients, eggs, turkey bacon, asparagus. He comes in and kisses me good morning on my neck as he presses up against my back. He puts his hand over mine as I am whisking the eggs. He whispers in my ear come back to bed...I want you again. My heart skips a beat. I laugh and say Do you know we have a house full of hungry children who will not understand us going back to bed when they already smell breakfast. Sigh, he presses me further and I can feel his persuasion growing. Then I pull him into the pantry and....

Then I snap back into the here and now. I have been having this recurring dream for about a year now. Oh it changes, sometimes we are working in the yard, or we are doing something in the house, but it feels happy and secure and loving. I have no idea who this man is. I can't ever figure out who he is. His voice is rich and his hands and arms are always strong. And he loves me. And it is always connected to what I am doing at the moment. Like this morning making brunch, or last night after I hung up from chatting with a friend. That's all I know.

Those that know me, know of my highly intuitive nature. But this feels different. I have not had this type of seeing and knowing before. It pulls me in unexpectedly.

Perhaps there is a story to be told here. Or perhaps my inner self is wishing or maybe somewhere my destiny awaits.

5 comments:

Moanerplicity said...

Hmmmm... I gather *he* is faceless in your dream, and yet the electricity between you two feels hit, comforting & familiar. Sounds like it could be a vision into the (hopeful) future. Meanwhile a short story may just help to further the course of such a reality into The Universe.

*ponder*

SJ!'

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LadyLee said...

Well, you know what they say about recurring dreams... they definitely mean something is coming down the line...

I do hope this for you:)

clnmike said...

Interesting.

Sista GP said...

Thoughts like that is what started my novel.

Write it down and see where it leads you.

The Insatiable One said...

Sounds alot like love. I say write it down, each scenario.