Monday, March 15, 2010

DONE. NOW ONTO MY NEW REALITY!

Here's another light bulb moment: I HAVE OTHER SHIT TO CONCERN MYSELF WITH! Trying to stay in a poor relationship can't be my focus every minute of the day. I have other loves that require...NEED my attention! And you know what? I am going to give it to them!

I am getting up from the relationship table. I am full. I have had enough.

I am going to turn my attention to my dreams, wishes and new reality! I am going to create my new reality! I am going to create the life of my dreams. I will not say that I wasted time. I did what I was supposed to do...I learned some new things about myself. Now its time to turn my attention to the pursuit of happiness! Happiness that is not dependent on someone. I have already started building and crafting and designing my reality and it does not include bullshit, or bullshitters. So pardon me as I no longer give anymore space, thought, discernment on a particular relationship. It's done, we're done. Time to get out of the poppy fields and step into my new reality.

I know who I am! and I know what I want!

8 comments:

Big Mark 243 said...

That is the spirit!! Focus on the creating of the world you would like to live in is depended on you making it happen. Do your thing, girl!!

Kay C, The Quiet Storm said...

This revelation:

I know who I am! and I know what I want!

Is the sweetest of all. I hope you continue to learn, live, love, laugh and grow.

(((HUGS)))

Alizay's Daddy said...

Uh...

Hi, uh... I see your busy. I'll leave these flowers on the coffee table and come back later.

Xavier

pserendipity said...

When a womans fed up....

Single Mom Seeking said...

You're strong, sweetheart.

And I'm so curious if he's here and present for the long haul. He certainly seems to want to work it all out with you, yes?

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T said...

You go! Do for you! Make it happen! You inspire me.

Luv said...

the cycle of coming to terms with an undeniable truth is often times frustrating, confusing and will repeat itself until the LESSON is really learned.

loving someone unconditional while still holding on to who you are is hard...but not impossible..the more I read about your path, the more I am assured that things will fall into place once a person focus on the bigger picture of making sure that they are loving themselves first before trying to love another..

so I take it the journey continues and know that I am here for the duration of the ride