Monday, August 31, 2009


He came back yesterday. I was glad to see him. He's been gone a week. It felt so much longer. I missed him. There is something very real between us. There is a chance for real long lasting love. But we seem to be talking around and around...circular. I said "I want to give you more of what you need" and "I want you to give me more of what I need" That's the compromise I said. We go back and forth on letting go and holding on. Our friendship keeps us rooted and connected. I am not sure we would be talking still if it were not for history and memory. I was thinking they way we left things...ended things that we were done. I told myself I was done. I told him I was done.

I love him.

We have been floating in the ether he says, now we must get back on the ground and asks hard questions, lay out a map. Can we do this? Should we do this?

He slept beside me last night, holding my hand. It was the most comforting thing in the world.

And just like that...POOF! HELLO!

The Love Story continues....


Sista GP said...

Oh, I am SO confused...

MsKnowitAll said...

Haha Sister Lovebabz!!!!!

I am sooo cheesing as I type!

You're a mess, in a good way.

I love this... this is not a love story... it's so much more... it's saga... it's romantically dramatic... heart wrenching... real.

Gwaan Lovebabz gwaan!

Mizrepresent said...

That's how love goes gurl...hang in there.

Lovebabz said...

Sista GP,
Love is like that...chicken one day...feathers the next! LOL!

LOL! It is indeed so much more!

Yes that is how love a roller coaster!

Single Mom Seeking said...

I hear you!! I can't help but wonder if fear got in the way. It often does, doesn't it?

Sounds like you two found a way to face the fears and communicate.