It is full of possiblity...romance...hope...love.
I've been away too long. I thought I was spending time discovering love, but really I was sacrificing a part of myself. We often think love calls us to give up the better part of ourselves. If someone that we love asks us to sacrifice...we do. To do so, shows love. But I think it doesn't show love at all. If someone loves you, they wouldn't ask you to be something that you are not... they wouldn't ask you to stop breathing.
So I stopped breathing. I stopped breathing because someone objected to my blogging. Objected to my philosophy, objected to the way I see the world. And in my willingness to keep them interested in me...to keep them in love with me...I thought...I will silence my heart...soul...mind.
I knew better.
And Yet I talked myself into silence. That's what women do...those of us who want the company of a man....
I am not ashamed. I play the hands that are dealt me.
2010 ushers in a new thinking...a shift . I can't give total voice to it...will allow 2010 to unfold and gift me its divine possibilities!
I can't begin to say how unbelievably optimistic I am about the new decade ahead.
I am sitting here in the newness of this new decade in this very new millennium.
What I know for sure is that I've missed dissecting my feelings...thoughts and experiences around love, commitment and love. I am ready for the love supreme.
Happy New Year!