Thursday, November 29, 2007

SEASON OF MIRACLES

My house IS NOT IN FORECLOSURE yet. I am trying to work it out. I am going to modify my bankruptcy plan. I was in the belief that I was going to lose my house any day now---I have been feeling this way since May. Nothing is over. nothing is done. I have another chance to turn things around. And you know with God on my side I am going to do it. I am so optimistic right now I am shaking. Yes I have a million hurdles but that is OK. I am beating back the self-defeating thoughts and so far I am doing well. Yes I need money and lots of it and I have no idea where it's going to come from. But I do know I am walking out on faith. My heart is open to a miracle. And I know a miracle(s) is in the making. So from here on out I am treating my house like it's my house and not a temporary shelter. Whatever happens it will be as it should be.

4 comments:

Sister P said...

Hang in there girl. I feel you. Sometimes I don't know when and where my next check is coming from, being self-employed, but if you keep working at your problem something always comes. Faith without works is dead so get to work and keep the faith! I'll say a prayer for your success right now.
Much peace, Sister P.

Lovebabz said...

I am walking out on faith with the real belief that God in his wisdom knows exactly what needs to be done. I am surrendering.

BottleBlonde said...

Wow, Babz. Treating your house like your house and not a temporary shelter is a poignant statement. You are a warrior.

Lovebabz said...

BB,
I realized as long as I was ready with one foot out the door and one foot sort of in the door, that what I wanted was not clear to the universe. This is my MOFO house and I am claiming it and owning it.