Sunday, September 16, 2012
I am judging people (we all have to judge people in order to decide who to keep around and who to let go of), however I am not condemning anyone. I just can't keep reading, discussing, or hearing the same bullshit that does not grow my spirit. I am tired of my same old bullshit. If I check you out and dig what you have to say and then find you are still saying the same shit day in day out, I gotta go. It's not about you, it's about me. It's about what I need and what I gotta do to get myself further down this road. If I am still stuck in my mess then you should drop me too. I am beyond being entertained by other people's messes and drama. I am seeking to grow into spiritual maturity. I am seeking to clean up my act and become more of what God would have me be. If I keep reading and listening to mess and crap and the same old, tired run-down excuses why their life isn't working, or their love interest is not feeling them, or they are going back for more where there was only less anyway, then there's no moving forward. This is not to put down anyone's journey or self-discovery, I gotta walk my path and stay in my lane. Hanging around hoping other folks will ignite my fire is not a plan.
We are each connected to one another, with valuable lessons to share and get from each other. Sometimes we spend lifetimes together, and other times its brief... fleeting.. minutes.
Taking the profound advice of FLOTUS Michelle Obama... don't bring people into your life who weigh you down. I am losing weight.
So if you feel hurt, or angry or annoyed at me for dumping you. I am sorry. I gotta go. Thanks for all that you brought to me for the journey thus far. I hope I brought something special to you too. But it's time to move on.