Sunday, June 2, 2013

A Month Of Celebrating 50

I have been 50 years old for a month now.  I love it!

There is a certain kind of confidence that just went onto overdrive. I mean I have always been confident...even when I wasn't.  Being 50 is a kind of permission to amp up my badassery in a way that didn't occur to me in my 40s.  Yes, I have fears... but right now I know them when they show up and I am not gullible to their seduction.  My fears don't paralyze me anymore or cripple me.  There are moments when I cry about all that is in front of me, but beyond that I have the tools to reign myself in.

Many of the dreams I held in my heart have found their way into existence.  I've done a lot of things, but what I like most about myself  is that I still have a dreamer's heart.  I still think about what else I want to do. I still contemplate next steps and next course of actions.

God is still working with me.  There is a fresh new wind blowing me toward a new direction.

My 50 is so magical.


Big Mark 243 said...

Congrats on your renewed confidence... things are only going to get better..!

Moanerplicity said...