The clock is on... it's been on for almost 50 years! Thursday I step into 50!
Full Grown 50! Ha ha ha!
I am not afraid of 50. Bring it bitches! Bring it! The best thing about 50 is that I am acutely aware of time. I relish the shit that I do and when I do shit I am totally in! Turning 50 cuts out half-stepping and bullshit. If you are 50 and you are struggling with NO, then you need to redo your 40's and get some balls.
I am not angry. I am not unhappy. I am not missing or wishing, or longing for anything.... OK except for more $$$$ but everyone does that except the Dali Lama perhaps. The point is, I am satisfied with me. That doesn't mean I have accomplished all my desires and goals. And it doesn't mean I don't have bigger dreams to chase. But as I chase and accomplish, I love the woman I am in this moment. I love this body that runs and works out and lifts weights. I love all the challenges and the way I am handling my life. There is no fear abut anything.
50? Bring It!
There is no anxiety. I love all my grey hair. I do not have any wrinkles... my skin remains flawless, my smile is pearly white radiant. This is the life. This is the body. This is the mindset. 50? BRING IT!