It is difficult to overcome being lied to. It is difficult to believe someone professing love all the while they have a separate plan in place for their exit.
The mind and heart will join forces in seeking truth. This is how I can clearly recall snatches of conversations.... things said aloud and things deliberately withheld.
How odd to stand in the fool's spotlight as if I can't reach the off switch.
Perhaps now is not the time to delve into this. Perhaps more information is needed.
More questions to ask. More answers are needed.